Are we in hell?

Ya long time since my last update, but since no ones reading who cares?

Life is pretty weird. There's a time you feel, yes now everything's settled and then the next moment something happens and your minds a wreck again. You just wonder then, what the point of life was at all. Is life just pain and mental torture. In between u get tiny breaks of peace, fun, happiness and then its back to pain.

What is hell? May be theres nothing called hell. Hell is life on earth earth with a lot of pain in ur life. You do crap, ya you go to hell, and what is hell, Oh its life on eath, a very horrible life, say you will be born in Somalia, and life a life of pain, sufferrring, disease, no food, no water, a stray bullet hits ur leg, ur handicapped, yeah! thats hell.

The whats heaven? Err.. ermmm... theres nothing called heaven. Is anyone on earth peaceful? Ya? who? The bloody yogis who sit atop mountains? Are they enjoying heaven? Who knows? The rich playboy? who had a different girl every night? Is he at peace? Is he in heaven? No. One fine day he will overdo some shit.. maybe have some drugs, may be drink and drive and then... hell..

Where on earth? what on earth is peace?

You need money to survive on earth. Even churches, temples, mosques need money to survive. No money.. no peace... ok so poor people are not at peace.. fine..

WHat about the middle class folks... Nope.. they mostly live on hand to mouth basis.. you lose your job.. you are poor... Keeping ur job is stress, maintaining a family is stress.. everything is fucking stress..

Then who? rich folks? are they at peace? Nope.. they want more money... the money that they have.. maintaining it is stress... they are not sure which person really loves them for themselves and not their money.. somebody or the other is trying to steal from them all the time.. stress.. Oh ya baby stress.. The rich have stress.. stress to look rich.. to have the latest dress.. to have the latest fashion.. to have more money than the other rich... Oh  ya baby..

Then who is at peace? No one... Is that person in facebook, smiling in every picture really happy? Is he? Is she? Nope.. dig fucking deeper... You will find pain and suffering...

Ha!! Earth is pain , earth is hell, just the degree of suffering is different...